feeling something missing...

I think i miss something lately...
I don't know why...
I'm not missing my home because I call most time when I'm free...
I'm out of ideas how to overcome it...
Keep asking myself...
What is the missing thing?
I wish someone can show it to me...

looking around and ask myself

Up to the moment, I can say almost 6 weeks I being in Sheffield. Not to say I got everything in my head, most of time I being busy with academic stuff and a bit of community activities. The first thing that i want to do during my first year in here, I want to get along with local cultural and other people who are not from same place as I'm. Local culture? Most people think that is night out activities. I can say yes but there are lot of other things beside night out. Night out activities are not bad actually. (Ooops, some people start to say i'm gonna be bad boy)

I see it in a different view. I know as a muslim, it's not appropriate to go there but I see there are kind of critical questions that I'll and have to answer. In such, some people might ask me why you are not drink? If I answer because I'm a muslim, does it sound like the question before like personal question? Some other questions might pop up, I meet this bla bla who is muslim but drink? What I'm going to answer for that question? What is the best answer that appropriate and not to give a kind of bad impression toward our religion? I go to those places because it give me a new challenge and something that I can learn. Not all people in here know about Islam very well. May be my friends who spend most of their night time in clubs and pubs, someday they see Islam can bring better life style. who knows?

Somehow, I can compare how Islam guide me as I have faith in Islam than other people. Being in certain scenarios, give me something to gain from it. It always a new thing that I get. More over, I want to see how much people trust me and really know who I'm. haha...