ad-dunia akhbar...

"ad-dunia akhbar..."

ironiknye kita berkata allah akhbar bila angkat takbir tapi semua manusia ni akan mengaku dunia lagi besar. betol x? sapa-sapa yang ada muka tak malu tue, marilah mengaku dengan aku yang dia masih lagi kata dunia tu kecik dan allah la segalanya. tok imam pun bungkus dalam bab ni. betol tak? aku pon lebih kurang sebab kita ini taraf orang awam dan banyak kurang. Nak tulis benda yang lagi jelas pasal perkara yang jadi kewajipan setiap mahkluk yang memegang taraf orang awam ini, nanti aku akan tulis, insyaallah. tapi benda itu adalah perkara yang dikatakan sebagai permulaan dan sebabnya jadi wajib dan dipandang serius bagi kita selaku generasi yang moden ini.

paris - stuttgart - prague

It has been three weeks ago i think. I was on a trip with a few friends to these three big cities. This would be a sort of reflection about the three cities. I would start with Paris since it was the first city we were there. I think everyone know how Paris would be as most of us get the idea of the love city is. As some of my friends were very excited about Paris, we did have a short trip on the first day in Paris. The first landmark that I reached was Gare du Nord. It was sunny on that day. I did expect  something good, but it seemed the first impression of Paris had been tarnish a bit because we were approached by few beggers. Probably, we were looked as too much as tourists, they did have an idea to play down a chance to get few penny. One of them never give up as she kept followed us till we walked quite far from the station. I taught at first, there were no beggers in Paris it still have. Probably, they were illegal immigrants from somewhere. It was Sunday, most of the shops are closed. It was not really a busy day. We ended our trip on the first day at Carrousel du Louvre. One of our friend, who studies in France came over to Paris to help us.


On the second day in Paris, we headed our self to Disneyland Paris. There were so much fun there. I will continue later. Need to get back for revision as exam is approaching...

pelik tapi memang dah jadi tabiat...

agak lamalah jugak aku tak tulis kat blog ni...
antara sebabnya, sibuklah jugak...

dalam - dalam masa semakin cemburu dengan usia manusia yang daif ini, antara kita semua ini masih buat benda yang sama dan memang selesa melakukan perkara - perkara ini:-

* kalau datang bab2 kahwin;

• hantaran nak mahal aje [kalo boleh nak tunjuk yang nak tunjuk yang kita ni kaya saja]
• lagi hebat kalau hantarannye serba berdiri [memang gila hartalah nie, bukan nak raikan anak nak kawin tapi dah macam nak jual anak dah nie]
  
• bersanding pulak kalau tertinggal solat tu memang tak apalah [ini memang dah tak ingat dunialah nie, kate raja sehari tapi macam monyet sehari aje kalo dok ikot telunjuk mak andam yang sengal tue. posing dan bagai2la]
  
• buat kenduri, fikir nak dapat untung saja [ntah dapat pahala ke x buat kenduri tu, kalo nak buat kenduri sebab nak dapat untung. buat kenduri untuk raikan dapat menantu, tanggung jawab atas anak perempuan itu dah pindah kat lakinya]
  
• maknye pulak asyik tanya pasal kerjaya bakal menantu saja [ini mesti fikir ntah ape anak dia makan kalo anaknya itu kawin ngan budak laki itu. Bukan rezeki itu Allah yang tetapkan?]
  

* kalau orang ajak pergi belajar bab2 yang memang jadi wajib atas diri sendiri itu, tak nak pulak ikut
* orang yang bercakap tentang benda2 yang batil dan salah, kita bangkang dan benci orang itu
* kalau ada harta pusaka, sanggup putus adik beradik sebab harta.

** dan banyak lagila kalau nak ditulis sampai esok lusa tak habis2 lagi...

 "Kekayaan dan kebahagian datang dari Allah bukan dari bapak" - salah satu dialog dalam cerita ahmad albab


kesimpulannya sudah-sudahlah kita nie, baikla kita mula belajar agama Islam itu. Bukankah Islam itu mudah? Tapi kenapala kita sendiri yang nak menyusahkan ia. Kalaula diri sendiri itu jahil, bukalah kitab fiqh ke dan seantaranya... Tinggalla adat2 dan tabiat2 yang meyusahkan diri itu, ikutla ape yang ade dalam QURAN dan Sunnah...


-peace-

so call "cream of the cream".

I used to listen this phrase, "cream of the crop" since I was small. I was in that crowd back then, but I still have some sort of questions that I might want to argue.


* Being in those group so call "cream of the crop", does it mean to be so special as like to be recognised as the best of the best even though getting there might be just lucky enough.

* Does the person need to be all the whole time of his life to be good or fair enough to get award as s/he had been into "cream of the crop" group before? Does it sound too perfect for a normal human being?

* Got a series of good result by chance s/he may be being bless for that. Does the person is enough to be awarded as s/he the only one can get those result? If it is enough, does it fairly chance for the other bloodlines or groups of human?



I was lucky enough to obtain those results as my folks can proud with their son. In a way, few people did put me into this type of group. I did not know what was their intention but I was not interest to be in the group of best among the best. I felt like I will be complacent toward anything, if I admitted that I was in the group.

Somehow, I'd figure out that having something which mean, if a person being recognised as the top notch of something or leader, s/he have a responsibility to deliver toward the human kinds. It is not wrong being the best but somehow it become a catastrophe if we being arrogant, crook of something or selfish toward anyone. I think I am just a ordinary human as anyone else but being lucky enough to have certain things. On the bright side, I should have something to repay it backs. It's not only for certain group of people who put me in the first place or races even though nations.

I believe that there is no one that can claim s/he is special in this world that can obtain everything in his/her wish lists. It would be a corruption if a person takes something against another even s/he have a power to do so.

-peace-

feeling something missing...

I think i miss something lately...
I don't know why...
I'm not missing my home because I call most time when I'm free...
I'm out of ideas how to overcome it...
Keep asking myself...
What is the missing thing?
I wish someone can show it to me...

looking around and ask myself

Up to the moment, I can say almost 6 weeks I being in Sheffield. Not to say I got everything in my head, most of time I being busy with academic stuff and a bit of community activities. The first thing that i want to do during my first year in here, I want to get along with local cultural and other people who are not from same place as I'm. Local culture? Most people think that is night out activities. I can say yes but there are lot of other things beside night out. Night out activities are not bad actually. (Ooops, some people start to say i'm gonna be bad boy)

I see it in a different view. I know as a muslim, it's not appropriate to go there but I see there are kind of critical questions that I'll and have to answer. In such, some people might ask me why you are not drink? If I answer because I'm a muslim, does it sound like the question before like personal question? Some other questions might pop up, I meet this bla bla who is muslim but drink? What I'm going to answer for that question? What is the best answer that appropriate and not to give a kind of bad impression toward our religion? I go to those places because it give me a new challenge and something that I can learn. Not all people in here know about Islam very well. May be my friends who spend most of their night time in clubs and pubs, someday they see Islam can bring better life style. who knows?

Somehow, I can compare how Islam guide me as I have faith in Islam than other people. Being in certain scenarios, give me something to gain from it. It always a new thing that I get. More over, I want to see how much people trust me and really know who I'm. haha...

lengkap semula...

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akanku bina sebuah jambatan emas

demi menghubungkan aku dengannya

akanku reka mesin merentas masa

supaya dapat bersama dengannya setiap masa dan ketika

akanku rakamkan semua saat indah

bersamanya  ke dalam sebuah pita video

akanku lakarkan sebuah lukisan

untuk menggambarkan keagungannya

kini ini lengkap kembali

bila bersama dengannya

dengannya rasa cukup selesa

tak mungkin ada selainnya

akanku ciptakan sebuah kapal angkasa

untukku pergi ke sana bersama-samanya

akan ku bina istana semegah taj mahal

sebagai tanda kasih sayangku yang kekal abadi

kini rasa lengkap semula

bila bersama dengannya

dengannya rasa cukup selesa

tak mungkin ada selainnya

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kini ini lengkap kembali

bila bersama dengannya

dengannya rasa cukup selesa

tak mungkin ada selainnya

sekarang semuanya engkau...

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• Aku suka lagu ni. Ntah kenape. Mungkin liriknya yang seakan-akan menyatakan hasrat seseorang manusia yang dari keturunan adam. Mungkin cubaan untuk menunjukkan kasih sayang terhadap kaum hawa. Yang paling penting kalaulah memang ada perempuan yang dapat curi hati aku yang peratusan 'heartless'nya lebih dari 65%, sememangnya inilah mesej yang aku nak bagi kepada dia.
• Apa yang aku tulis nampak seperti aku ni mat bunga dan seantaranya. Akan tetapi bila umurku sudah hendak menjangkau 21 tahun ni, makin ada rasa sayang pula terhadap perempuan. Padahal tak pernah pun seorang perempuan jadi teman wanitaku. TAPI BUKAN SEMUA JENIS PEREMPUAN AKU SAYANG, ADA JUGA YANG AKU TAK SUKA. Agak sukar untuk aku suka atau 'crush' dekat perempuan sebab aku tidak akan campur urusan peribadi dengan kerja
• Sememangnya perempuan sangat dilindungi dan dihormati dalam Islam. Dan aku memang menghormati kaum hawa tetapi bukan kerana atas dasar kecantikan sahaja. Memuja berlebih - lebihan pun tidak elok juga kerana boleh sampai terlupa akan tanggungjawab kita sebagai insan.

Semoga sama - sama kita renungkannya.....